Q: "How to climb the mountain (of false ego) inside me?"
BAP: "By serving."
Some blog posts on service:
“I want to serve You, I want to be with You” (Srila B.A. Paramadvaiti Maharaj)
Service, service, service (Srila Sridhar Maharaj)
Service to the Absolute (Srila B.B. Tirtha Maharaj)
Service, Beauty (Srila Sridhar Maharaj)
So the real current is His pastimes (Srila Sridhar Mahraj)
Service (Srila B.A. Paramadvaiti Maharaj)
Doing what you want to do (Srila B.A. Paramadvaiti Maharaj)
Devotional service is on an Absolute level (Srila B.A. Paramadvaiti Maharaj)
Service – Samadhi – Lila (Srila B.A. Paramadvaiti Maharaj)
So the real current is His pastimes (Srila Sridhar Mahraj)
Service (Srila B.A. Paramadvaiti Maharaj)
Doing what you want to do (Srila B.A. Paramadvaiti Maharaj)
Devotional service is on an Absolute level (Srila B.A. Paramadvaiti Maharaj)
Service – Samadhi – Lila (Srila B.A. Paramadvaiti Maharaj)